When I heard those words, I went into a panic. My worst fear is losing him, and if he got into that kind of situation there’s a chance that I might. I told him I didn’t want him to do it, but I feel selfish holding him back from something he wants to do. I made him promise that he would do his best not to get hurt. But I’m still praying to God, whether he exists or not, that he doesn’t end up doing it..